I used to be solely six months late delivering The Puzzler to my writer. I say “solely” as a result of, truthfully, I’m shocked I completed scripting this ebook in any respect.
That is for 2 causes. First, like most writers, I hate writing. By which I imply, the precise act of writing: sitting in a room alone, hunched over the keyboard, struggling via sentence after sentence with no suggestions for weeks or months. I a lot desire, as Dorothy Parker quipped, having written.
Second, I like the subject material of my ebook. This may occasionally not look like an issue at first look, however it turned out to be an enormous problem. The difficulty was that I beloved the subject too a lot.
I’ve been a puzzle nerd since childhood, after I’d spend my days poring over Video games journal and drawing large pencil mazes that crammed up my front room. After I determined to jot down a ebook on the historical past, pleasure and science of puzzles, it meant my analysis would include, partially, doing puzzles all day—crosswords, Sudoku, jigsaws, mazes, logic puzzles. I’d begin my morning of “work” by doing a crossword puzzle. However after ending one from the Wall Avenue Journal, I’d inform myself, “Properly, I ought to most likely do the crossword from New York Journal too. It’s analysis, in spite of everything!” After I completed that, I’d say, “Possibly I must also do the crossword from The Week.” This went on for hours day-after-day.
Was this convenient analysis that may yield insightful passages in my ebook? No. However I’m a puzzle addict, and I’m good at self-delusion. So I’d proceed my “analysis.”
The factor is, I’ve at all times most popular researching my books to writing them. As a nonfiction author whose mission is to immerse myself in my subjects, I like nothing higher than diving deep right into a topic. I wrote about faith in a ebook known as The 12 months of Dwelling Biblically, which is precisely what it appears like. I spent a 12 months following all the principles of the Bible as actually as doable, from obeying the Ten Commandments to rising an enormous Moses-like beard. The analysis was a pleasure; I relished studying about each obscure a part of the Bible.
However this ebook on puzzles was on one other stage. The analysis for this one was simply too alluring, like mind sweet. I launched into this puzzle ebook after spending a number of months engaged on one other ebook, in regards to the post-truth period, and discovering it sluggish going. So my agent, who is aware of I’m a puzzle-head, steered I write about my ardour, and my editor at Crown kindly let me swap subjects.
Instantly, I used to be joyfully overwhelmed. I went down a whole bunch of rabbit holes. I even went down a rabbit gap in regards to the phrase “rabbit holes,” which is from Lewis Carroll’s Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland, a ebook that accommodates dozens of puzzles. For my chapter on secret codes, I spent three days attempting to decipher the encoded teenage diary of legendary psychologist Abraham Maslow. That ended up leading to about 5 phrases within the ultimate ebook.
Then I began researching a chapter on Sudoku and different Japanese grid-based puzzles. The issue is, there are a lot of, many variations on Sudoku—a whole bunch of them, with names like “Moon or Solar” or “Two Not Contact.” I satisfied myself I ought to strive all of them out for the sake of comprehensiveness. That took days out of my schedule. It was as if I had been a meals author doing an article about spaghetti and had satisfied myself I needed to strive each type of pasta ever created, from tagliatelle to pappardelle.
However I couldn’t assist myself. I like the sensation of doing puzzles. I like the aha! second, that rush of dopamine, while you remedy it. I like that feeling of certainty on this more and more unsure world: There’s a proper reply, and I’m going to search out it!
I knew I needed to ultimately distill all this analysis right into a written textual content, however I dreaded it. I discover the writing half lonely, miserable even. As James Joyce stated, “Writing in English is essentially the most ingenious torture ever devised for sins dedicated in earlier lives.”
Partly, the ache is because of the lack of suggestions. After having written, I like to present talks at bookstores, the place I can see the viewers’s faces. I can see in the event that they’re laughing or if their eyes sparkle—or in the event that they’re busy taking a look at their telephones. I like the immediacy of it. Through the preliminary writing section, although, months usually go by earlier than I get any response.
So how’d I lastly buckle down and write the darn factor? I give credit score to puzzles.
Just a few months into writing The Puzzler, I had a conceptual breakthrough: What if I reframed the act of writing? As an alternative of seeing it as a chore to complete, what if I noticed the act of writing itself as a puzzle? After I needed to prepare the chapters, I made a decision to see them as items of a jigsaw puzzle, and this was empowering. It was, if not enjoyable, a minimum of not torture.
As I solved every writing downside, I centered on the aha! second and realized to relish it. Take into account my chapter on secret codes, for instance. A lot of it’s dedicated to a sculpture on the grounds of the CIA’s headquarters, half of what’s thought of one of many hardest unsolved puzzles on the earth. (The sculpture itself accommodates a secret code that not even the CIA has cracked.) “Properly,” I believed, “what if I wrote this chapter as if it had been a spy thriller?” Puzzle solved. I bought my dopamine hit.
And it seems, reframing issues as puzzles turned one of many large themes of The Puzzler. I’m an advocate of what I name the Puzzle Mindset. As an alternative of seeing the world as a collection of hard-to-win battles, I attempt to view it as a puzzle—to see the world via the eyes of an engineer, not a warrior. Even utilizing the phrase puzzle will help. After I hear in regards to the local weather disaster, I wish to curl up in a fetal place. But when I take into consideration the local weather puzzle, I really feel motivated to search out options.
With out the Puzzle Mindset, this ebook would nonetheless solely be about 10% written—if that.